A Very Special Project

Photo by: Rory M. 

Photo by: Rory M.

Recently, one of my best friends asked me to take some head shots for an open casting call we planned to attend together. The call was for print models in one of our school's many fashion and lifestyle magazines. This particular publication produces high-quality photos and articles, so it was a little stressful trying to get the best shots that would stand out to their casting directors. 

Shortly after taking the photos, I last-minute dropped out of the call because I remembered I had class that night. I was nervous that my friend (who can be a little shy) would drop out since I wasn't going to follow through on my end of the deal. I was so excited when he attended without me, breaking out of his comfort zone to do something that stretched him personally.

I have found that this year I've been trying to do what my friend did. I've been taking opportunities to explore my abilities and share them with others. For instance, this year I auditioned for two acapella groups for the first time and even auditioned for an on-air position for a news organization at my school.

Photo by: Rory M.  

As scary as these things are, they've helped me to understand that my value isn't in my performance. For the record, I didn't get any of the positions I auditioned for. And that's okay. 

Even starting this blog was a stretch. The truth is, it's not about proving my worth to other people. It's about taking opportunities for growth by submitting myself to scrutiny. 

Photo by: Rory M.

Also, is it so bad to say that I'm proud of my accomplishments? Because I am. 

Rory